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But if your heart's not in it, for real.
Please dont try to fake what you dont feel.
If love's already gone,
Its not fair to lead me on.
Cause, i would give the whole world, for you.
Anything you'd ask of me, i'll do.
But i wont ask you to say,
I'd rather walk away.
If your heart's not in it.
life is melodramatic;
bad things seem to happen all at one time.
currently, i'm left wif nothing now.
just except for that endeared one who has been by my side all these while,
giving me all the strength to carry on.
holding on even much stronger,
as a matter of fact.
life is like living hell,
yet i'm able to endure every little bit of it.
i'm fine, dont worry abt me okay.
currently uncontactable for the moment,
dont panic please if you cant get me on the cellphone.
(:
all i need now is suppport from you guys.
yes, thank you very much.
today's twenty-fourth.
sixteen today!
(:
okay, this year's birthday is celebrated in korea.
i had two birthday cakes.:D
one from my family, another from the tour.
i feel so fat.
i'm currently at the resort where they filmed winter sonata.
its minus degrees now.
grrrrrr. damn cold!
=(
2 more days and i'll be back.
yaaay! then i can see everyone again.
tomorrow's prom.
but i wont be there.=(((
i miss my little one,
she attached my favourite picture and emailed me!
:DDD ohh man, that sweetie pie simply rock.
i feel old. older
there's blogger in korean!
how cool is that?!
i'm really glad that there's internet connection in the lobby.
hmms, i'm in korea now.
its really really cold.
nothing much to say actually,
but i miss her alot alot alot.=(
and all of you guys too.
we share the same sky;
bruised and battered;
there's nothing much to say now.
i'm no longer that cordial girlfriend,
vexations accidentally gave a glimpse to my sharp monster teeth.
i'll bite, real soon.
in the doldrums,
its always tempestuous, turbulent at night.
much tears, and must i mention, temptations?
acrimonious; dont touch me.
man; when can they EVER resist temptations?
he finally gave into his friend's girlfriend when she said,
there's someone you should meet
at a crowded restaurant way across town,
he waited impatiently.
she walked in, their eyes met, and they both stared.
and right there and then, everyone else disappeared.
one boy, one girl.
two hearts beating wildly.
to put it mildly, it was love at first sight.
he smiled, she smiled, and they knew right away.
this was the day they'd waited for all their lives.
and for a moment the whole world,
revolved around one boy and one girl.
(:
and everything back then,
was nothing but a pack of lies.
he was right,
no point hurting my hand for you.
the world is so small?!
until i really want to laugh.
dinner at crystal jade wid the baby.
and next to our table,
wow.i dont want to say anything.
the world simply so small lah!
bingeing is a sign of over-stressed.
now i know the reason,
why i look exactly like my m&m friend now. sheesh
dont touch me.
the world is superficial.
people change;
you're no longer the person i knew.
fuck, i cant help but to hate dislike you.
i'm really happy wid the endeared one.(:
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ii'm wholly disgusted.
back off.
i figured out that i dont want to waste one whole entry for you,
definitely not worth it.
YES I'M A LESBIAN.
NOT HAPPY?
THEN DONT COME HERE LAH FUCKARD.
today marks the first.(:
so much so much love.
in a relationship is everything about being physical?
sometimes, being too physical aint a good thing.
neither a very proud thing either.
although it gives me something more to bitch about, (hey i'm so mean!)
but i think matters like this shouldnt be publicised.
and certainly shouldnt be experimented either.
i wish people didnt have a past.
thank you for today baby.
i certainly enjoyed every moment spent.
today's thursday.
tomorrow's friday, then saturday, and then sunday.
three more days left for me to chaomug.
today's ss day.
i'm hoping to get five chapters of crapshit into my head by today.
i wonder how long have i procrastinated these five chapters.
raaaahhh, and the thought of it drives me crazy.
NO MORE TOWNING TODAY.
yes yes , i've been in town for the past two days.
=(((((( gardens, it shall be today.
chaochaochao mugging for the whole day.
wish me lots and lots of luck for my Os please.
i badly need them. sighs
dear baby, all my life i pray for someone like you.
and now, i thank God that i finally found you.
(:
today, my little baby will be acompanying me!
okay, she has been doing so for the past few days.
but today is especially special,
because she rejected her best friend for me.:D
digressing, while towning yesterday,
i had this salesperson approaching me.
are you local? roll eyes* ya.
you dont look chinese. raaahh! whatever.
furthermore, baby and i had an utter shock when a man followed us into the toilet.
we took a closer look and realised it was a bung.
thanks huh, i almost died.
all my life;
Rachel / Rae
24th nov 1989
raeraerae_@hotmail.com
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